This is for you Beck...

i am: a MOMMY!!!

i think: my kids are getting too big too fast

i am happy: whenever I am with my babies

i have: an ex husband :(

i miss: my mom and my sister

i fear: death and losing my kids

i feel: alone most of the time... even though I am never alone

i smell: freshly copied paper.... yes, it really does have a smell

i usually: go to bed early

i search: for my shoes every morning

i wonder: if my divorce will ever be final.

i regret: few things I have done in my life

i love: my family

i care: about all of my friends

i tell: everyone what is on my mind!! (Not always a good thing)

i worry: about EVERYTHING

i am not: a mean person like I used to be :) we all have to grow up sometime

i remember: very little...

i believe: in true love.....

i dance: with my girls whenever we get a chance

i sing: with the girls ALL the time

i don’t always: make the right choices

i don’t like: people that judge me

i write: down my feelings all the time. It helps me release!!!

i win: all the time. (even if I dont)

i lose: my mind at least once a day :)

i wish: I could buy a house for the girls to have their own space

i never: exercise... but I should

i listen: to Mahryka sing every morning and night... It is therapuetic to me :)

i don't understand: life.. but I take it day by day

i can usually be found: at work...UGH!!!

i am scared: to lose my girls

i need: new clothes

i forget: everything lately.. I have been soo flaky.. I have too much on my mind!!!

i am happy: that I have my girls... without them, I would be lost

i tag: EVERYONE!!!